SOUNDING LIKE COMPLAINING TOO MUCH?

It's a diversionary matter.  I'll so complain if praised when I should be rebuked etc etc. The matter had taken global notice(??) for 18 years during which (for most part) I never as much as noticed any venom(??). Those  diseminating obviously wrong information about me do not realise I have to have no tribal, colour, sex or other hatred. (Money or not) accepting that from any without justification, who will as such not want to listen is being unmindful of objectives and resources put in.