ALWAYS SOMETHING LIKE THAT AT SUCH POINTS!
June 12-like issues, non-employment etc etc always happen at such points and importantly strongly relate to non-practicalisation of one's mission. That is exactly why "they" spend a lot of effort of waking- and sleeping! - hours trying to drag one to that point. But the best solution is always there so that those hoping to follow such shadowy-"onlywhattheytellthemselvestheywanttohear- best-enemies-of-selves-first-to-make-sense types will fail!